medication – Rantings of a Mad Woman

The Story of My Mental Illness

Before I was actually diagnosed with MDD, I knew there was a problem but there was nothing I could do to fix it until I got my own insurance and so the journey began. Here is my story.

Depp vs Heard (5/4/2022-5/5/2022) My Thoughts

DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT ON ANY SIDE BUT I LIKE FACTS. I AM ALSO NOT A THERAPIST OR LAWYER BUT I WILL BE HEARD! LOL 5/4/2022 The Defense’s Forensic Psych Part 2 Well, I talked about her 5/3/2022 but her testimony continued to 5/4/2022 and we had to sit through it. When they started onContinue reading “Depp vs Heard (5/4/2022-5/5/2022) My Thoughts”

The Mad Woman’s View of the Johnny Depp v Amber Heard Trial (So Far….)

They Say There’s No Such Thing as a Dumb Question Somebody lied. Listen, I have been sitting through this trial and contemplating going to law school. There is so much craziness in this case that I don’t even know how to explain it. HOWEVER, I will try because I like you people. Dos and Don’tsContinue reading “The Mad Woman’s View of the Johnny Depp v Amber Heard Trial (So Far….)”

Issues with Weight

My struggles and frustrations with weight and having to constantly explain everything I have tried to well meaning people.

I’m Going to Say This

One can be receiving therapy and have a backslide. It happens. I have been there. Other people have been there and there are many reasons for it. Let’s not assume that people weren’t already seeking therapy because of an outburst.

Don’t Speak on Kids with Special Needs Unless You KNOW

The IGNORANCE I Have Seen is Infuriating A few days ago, it was reported that a 5 year old special needs student attacked a teacher and she had to be taken to the hospital with a concussion. I have friends that work in SPED and I have a child with special needs. I have beenContinue reading “Don’t Speak on Kids with Special Needs Unless You KNOW”

Another Altercation with My Daughter

Dealing with your own mental illness while keeping yourself in check during an assault by your own child is something that is very hard to do, especially when you have a history of violence and are filled with rage.

Don’t Let Your Hate for the Kardashians and Your Pro Blackness Make You Miss What’s Going On

Look outside of your feelings of pro-blackness and your dislike for “culture vulture” Kardashian family. Yes, I have seen all the names and we’re going to talk about some things.

The Aftermath

While writing this blog, someone tried to test me. Lets just say that my psychiatrist, psychologist, and meds are out here saving lives and I even finished the blog.

A Brief Note

I still am not well. My daughter is being great. She’s over here making me laugh. They have not filled my new prescription and I’m just over here existing pretty much. One thing I was thinking about was how diseased my brain is. My brain is so diseased that I am afraid to BE happyContinue reading “A Brief Note”