dieting – Rantings of a Mad Woman

Issues with Weight

My struggles and frustrations with weight and having to constantly explain everything I have tried to well meaning people.

The Aftermath

While writing this blog, someone tried to test me. Lets just say that my psychiatrist, psychologist, and meds are out here saving lives and I even finished the blog.

Losing Weight

If a woman works out to lose weight, sometimes (if not most times), it’s for their own satisfaction. I don’t do it for a soul. Thanks for your concern though.

Today Was a Good Day

Just as there are bad days, there are good days. I appreciate the good days when they come and sometimes we have to focus on the positive to make it through the bad days.

Tales from the Psych Ward (Part One)

Back Again Okay, 12 years ago, I had to go to Southern Maryland Hospital for getting extremely triggered by my father and cutting the tendons in my hand. I talked about it a little in The Story of My Mental Illness. Well, I found myself back at the same hospital although it is now Medstar SouthernContinue reading “Tales from the Psych Ward (Part One)”

How Kpop Changed My Life – Part TWO: Fan Wars

This is Where Kpop Gets STUPID I really hate this subject. I really hate the people that promote it. This is kind of when I hate Kpop in general. Something SO beautiful that should unite everyone gets turned into this mess. And, maybe it’s because I’m older, but I don’t see the point of it.Continue reading “How Kpop Changed My Life – Part TWO: Fan Wars”

Weight Update!

If anyone has been paying attention to my blogs, you will know about my weight issues. If you need a refresher, you can go here and here. It was a struggle but, since finding out what caused the weight gain, I am down about 41 lbs. Although I had some ankle issues from saving the cats and fallingContinue reading “Weight Update!”

Update on the Weight Loss and Diabetes

I said I would give you guys an update and that is what I shall do. I have had a lot of ups and downs with these medication changes. I did a lot of crying, had to re enlist the help of my therapist again, and just sleep a lot of things off. I hadContinue reading “Update on the Weight Loss and Diabetes”

What Joy Do You Get From Making Fun of Overweight People?

In my previous blogs, I have talked a lot about being the skinny black girl that people constantly reminded that men didn’t want. I was often made fun of for being slim and I actually ate a lot. People felt that I didn’t have the right to exercise at the gym because I was slim.Continue reading “What Joy Do You Get From Making Fun of Overweight People?”

So I Have Diabetes

Fun huh? Well, I got diagnosed on April 1st. One would think I would be distraught and horribly upset but quite the contrary. You see, I had been working out at least 5 days a week and eating right yet just gaining and gaining more weight. I couldn’t figure it out. I was tired andContinue reading “So I Have Diabetes”