I Don’t Lie to Myself or Other People I have seen so many people doing and being what I can’t be and sometimes, I do get jealous. It’s an issue that I have to solve on my own but yeah….I mean, my therapist didn’t call me a hater or anything. I labeled myself that becauseContinue reading “Talked to My Therapist Today….I’m a Hater”
Category Archives: depression
Don’t Let Your Hate for the Kardashians and Your Pro Blackness Make You Miss What’s Going On
Look outside of your feelings of pro-blackness and your dislike for “culture vulture” Kardashian family. Yes, I have seen all the names and we’re going to talk about some things.
The Aftermath – Part 2
There is always support, take it. Well, take the good kind where they don’t point fingers and act like you’re an idiot.
The Aftermath
While writing this blog, someone tried to test me. Lets just say that my psychiatrist, psychologist, and meds are out here saving lives and I even finished the blog.
I’d Rather Be Manic
This mess is for the birds, for real. Being depressed and unmotivated gets you nothing in life. I’m over here gaining weight even though I work out. Feeling suicidal daily is fun and reading psychiatric charts makes it even more fun. People have some very creative ways of attempting but they don’t succeed. Therefore, IContinue reading “I’d Rather Be Manic”
It’s My Birthday….Big WHOOP!
Birthday reflections
Dumb Crap on My Mind
Mad If I hadn’t gone to the flippin psych ward, I would still have my streaks on Duolingo and MyFitnessPal. I kind of don’t even want to keep up with my languages anymore because I’m bitter. I don’t want to do anything today. I went to take a nap at lunch and got mad forContinue reading “Dumb Crap on My Mind”
Losing Weight
If a woman works out to lose weight, sometimes (if not most times), it’s for their own satisfaction. I don’t do it for a soul. Thanks for your concern though.
Today Was a Good Day
Just as there are bad days, there are good days. I appreciate the good days when they come and sometimes we have to focus on the positive to make it through the bad days.
A Brief Note
I still am not well. My daughter is being great. She’s over here making me laugh. They have not filled my new prescription and I’m just over here existing pretty much. One thing I was thinking about was how diseased my brain is. My brain is so diseased that I am afraid to BE happyContinue reading “A Brief Note”