We might not let the world know but we walk among you We are your caregivers, your teachers, creators, lovers, entertainers We walk among you We tell you that everything will be okay when our world is falling apart We walk among you We dry your tears and listen to you so that you canContinue reading “We Walk Among You”
Before I was actually diagnosed with MDD, I knew there was a problem but there was nothing I could do to fix it until I got my own insurance and so the journey began. Here is my story.
My struggles and frustrations with weight and having to constantly explain everything I have tried to well meaning people.
It Has Been a Rough Number of Months One thing I can say is that I have never had to handle all of the things that I have been through alone. I have spoken before of my village and I love them for all the things that they do. Their support comes in many forms.Continue reading “My Village”
Dealing with your own mental illness while keeping yourself in check during an assault by your own child is something that is very hard to do, especially when you have a history of violence and are filled with rage.
I Don’t Lie to Myself or Other People I have seen so many people doing and being what I can’t be and sometimes, I do get jealous. It’s an issue that I have to solve on my own but yeah….I mean, my therapist didn’t call me a hater or anything. I labeled myself that becauseContinue reading “Talked to My Therapist Today….I’m a Hater”
Look outside of your feelings of pro-blackness and your dislike for “culture vulture” Kardashian family. Yes, I have seen all the names and we’re going to talk about some things.
There is always support, take it. Well, take the good kind where they don’t point fingers and act like you’re an idiot.
While writing this blog, someone tried to test me. Lets just say that my psychiatrist, psychologist, and meds are out here saving lives and I even finished the blog.
This mess is for the birds, for real. Being depressed and unmotivated gets you nothing in life. I’m over here gaining weight even though I work out. Feeling suicidal daily is fun and reading psychiatric charts makes it even more fun. People have some very creative ways of attempting but they don’t succeed. Therefore, IContinue reading “I’d Rather Be Manic”